Wednesday, 18 March 2009

Tasks, Forced.


Things To Do - Write dissertation proposal (0percent complete)
Conceptualize and actualize self-initiated project (2x5percent complete)
Clean out fish properly (50percent complete)
Clean flat properly (22percent done)
Put together portfolio (1percent done)
Find diary and transcribe scattered notes and appointments into it(70percent done)
Make lists (100percent done).

Thursday, 12 March 2009

Statement of Intent

Tonight it begins, four minutes into Friday the 13th of March.
I am in Hereford, the town I grew up in. Having given my wounded friend a tour of the two main nightspots and The Cathedral At Night I am back home dragging on the roll-ups that I am still have convinced I am cutting down on, and doing the same thing I do every night. Planning to take over the world.
I thought I might do it with Literature. My Sixth Form English teacher said nobody ever did that. Apparantly Henry VIII wrote some good stuff but I only know Greensleeves, and the main way he changed the world was to divide a church because he was fed up of a woman, causing years of sectarian conflict. I was thinking more a change in consciousness partnered with a political upheaval towards a utopian dream. Perhaps I can't do this by writing a book.
Considered the idea of changing the world a tiny bit by doing nothing. Not in a sitting about watching Doctors kind of a way but a more Tao going about your day very quietly and smiling until the world changes itself. The paradox of change is that once a behaviour is observed it can alter of it's own volition without conscious effort. This requires an honest sort of observation and one I'm not sure I am either equipped or prepared for.
So in the meantime, I am passing time. I shall try and smile as I do it.